The most wonderfull time of the year...

Its December, its summer and we are almost on holiday. This has been a very timultious year with wonderfull ups and sad downs. I have built something and lost someone. At the end, as one looks back on what was, one must not fall into the trap of living in the past, but must look forward to what will be. This is not easy to do and one can feel very isolated and scared. But beginings are scary and endings usually sad, but its the middle part that matters most.